My friends thanks so much for your messages.
I must say I was in a really bad place on Saturday and I just needed to get it all out.
Kaylee hasnt thrown up again since Saturday 5pm and she's not fussing my breast as much. So already I feel a lot better.
I really just want the best for my little girl but when I feel that way I cant give her the best and that's what scares me the most.
I'm seeing doc tomorrow re thyroid, as with the b/feeding it may need adjusting too. And would explain me not losing weight too

(That and my excessively bad sweet tooth!)
Will let you know how that goes.
Weighed her this AM, and gained 60grams in 3 days including Saturday's throwing up where she effectively didnt feed 3 times so 20 grams a day, approximated to 25/day ignoring saturday and I'm somewhat happy with the outcome.
The sister suggested that my doc is also a little older and they like to see chubby babas and kaylee isnt at all chubby whereas the younger durbanville paeds prob wouldnt have found anything wrong with her weight. So I do feel better about that too.
And she says its possible the rotarix caused her nausea and vomiting on Saturday. I'm just so relieved its over now!
Gotta dash, very tired girl whose been taking naps on my boob / in the car today and hasnt slept properly.