Hi everyone!!
Shew what a hectic ride the last few days have been

I am finally at home settling in now.
Well we went into the hospital at 5am and had the c section at about 08h00. LB was born at 08h20 on 21st July 2010.
The first few hrs, from a pain perspective was the worst, but the way the morphine was making me feel was even worse. So I stopped taking it and took normal pain killers instead, and only then started feeling a little but more normal.
From Thurs onwards though the pain has been bearable, so I am very happy.
Was discharged today and my milk is coming in fast and furiosly, and LB is latching nicely. I've had to express already because my boobs are so full!!
Other than that, LB is doing very well. He weighed 3.2 at birth and weighed 3 kg's when we left today. He is so tiny!!! I cannot remember how to deal with such a tiny baby LOL and it is quite nerve wrecking, to say the least....!! Changing his nappy takes a lot of guts

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I was very emotional coming home this afternoon as I had not seen my LG for a day and she ran to me when I got home. I cant pick her up very well, and had to feed when I got home, so was feeling really guilty at first. Still not sure how I am going to do this, to tell the honest truth. Hubby and I realised we have 2 kids now, and we barely coping, with all the help we currently have... not sure what we going to do when everyone leaves.
On the flip side tho, I am also feeling very claustrophobic in my own house and need to find a routine for myself and the kids, but cannot do that with everyone here. So its like a catch 22 situation and I am not yet sure how to handle it. sigh....
any advice is welcome right now
other than that, I love my LB and LG SOOOO much and they are the apples of my eye right now.
Hope everyone else is doing fine.