TTC 2012 Group Year of the ball, Year of the bump

Carmen!!! congrats!!!!! something for me to smile about

so very happy for you!!!!!!!

Meags, my heart goes out to you. I really really hope that your DH now realises that your serious and the therapy can only be a good thing. Good luck hun, I'm sure it will all work out!

well that's just it. I feel so unwanted
he doesnt usually have problems with performance (except yesterday). I think he just has no desire?! He just never has that feeling of wanting it?

and after yesterday, now he says he's lost confidence and is worried for the next time. i explained he cant think like that. because if I thought like that, we'd never have sex and I'd never dress up because he has rejected me plenty of times and I have to pretend nothing has happened and just keep trying.

we are going to go to therapy. I have been talking about it for about a month now. last night I found 2 therapists we can go to. so i sent him an email to let him know and I think he actually is quite shocked. I think he thought it was always just talk. but honestly, if we dont get help, i dont see this relationship lasting I'm just so hurt and feel so rejected and unhappy.

sorry to burden all of you with my misery

Carmen!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! I am so happy for your!! You deserve this my friend. Can't wait to hear what your count is tomorrow!!

Ag, I'm actually shedding a tear for you right now!!

Capiiiii!!!!!! I'm I reading this right??? You've got a BFP!!!! Wow, wow, wow!!! I'm so so so excited for you - see I told you it was about time and you derserve it! You must be very happy and over the moon!

Morning Ladies

There's so much to catch up!

Laliek - I hope it's not from the shot and that it's a feint positive! Test again Wed - I pray taht it will be darker. Thanks for you comment.

Andy - good luck with the marathon. thanks about the temp hike.
Hayley - yay - nice follies! Hope they get caught.
Meags- I hope the problems are resolved.
Kimika - yay on O -
Hi Firefly - Lucy - Ilse - Taryn Tanz

AFM - Tanz asked last week how long we've all been trying. I didn't want to think about it, and rather wanted to approach each cycle as new. But here is my story- 22 months! When I calculated it I was shocked. Started Sept 2008. Then Feb 2009 started actively TTC with OPK's - May 2009 started charting found out I o'ed late on CD16 - so always BD'ed too early. Then trough charting established I had a short LP. Went to the FS August 2009. Had 2 hysteroscopies 1 Nov and 1 Dec. Was diagnosed with Ashermans syndrome (scarring in the uterus - perhaps from the loop IUD. Progynova helped with that and the FS was happy with the results. Had 1 cycle (Sept 2009)with Fertomid good follies lining was too thin. This cycle was the Third cycle on Femara, progynova and cyclogest.
Well it was my mothers birthday on Friday and I was 11DPO - I wasn't going to test but convinved myself to do so as maybe I would be blessed on her birthday. I got a very feint second line, DH could see it too. Went for bloods on my way home the beta was 38- very early but postive. Must go for repeat bloods in Tuesday! Got a darker second line yesterday. BFP at last. Had so feelings different from previous cycles- I get twinges and crampiness and heavy feeing very cycle. I had resolved to move onto IUI next cycle.

Just realised I should have put in leave for the two days, urgh, falling asleep here in my office, please excuse me if I'm a little slow on the comments and replies, I seem to be missing posts - I have a preggie brain already - positive thinking hey!