Hi Ladies,
Day 2 back at work for me. Yesterday was ok, spent the whole day greeting people and catching up. Luckily for me I have no backlog and my work was spread between my colleagues, but lots of new developments and projects to catch up on. Today is a bit harder, thinking of him more
Dehan went to day care last Monday already, I specifically sent him for the week before I went to work, only half day though. Just to get us all eased into the routine. He's in a superb day care facility where he is the only baby at the moment. He has his own caretaker/nanny, but will have another baby sharing his room from March onwards. He's really happy and we're very blessed to have him in a spot where he gets such great and individual care. They keep a diary for me in the day with his feeding, sleeping and nappy changes. They spend time with physical stimulation and I get a pic on my phone every now and again.
It's still hard though! Last week Mon - Wed I couldn't stop crying, even though I know he's in a great place. Also, this is the 2nd time I've had to take a baby to day care and it wasn't any easier! I miss my kids terribly and I feel guilty that I can't stay at home with them. It's nice to sit at my desk and have time to myself at work, but honestly, I'd rather be at home even if it's chaotic sometimes.
I'm very lucky that I only work until 15:30, so I get to pick my kids up at 16:00 on the dot. That's early compared to other moms, but I still feel like it's too little. Dehan still takes a short 30-min nap somewhere between 16:30 and 17:30, and by 18:30 we're starting our evening routine so that he can go to bed at 7pm. And still cooking in between! It just feels too little, I just miss him a lot.
TCS, how is your little guy going? Back at work yet?
Betti, Dehan is 20 weeks tomorrow and already 8.1kg! Still following his growth curve perfectly, quite chubby but so relaxed and lovable. He's my cuddle-baby, I know exactly what you mean with having his own personality already.