Shame Zandri, was wondering if you got some sleep last night ? HUGS
When is your c sec sceduled for??
AFM, have a gynea appointment later and in my dr's books that means, come in and wait for 2 hours till i can see you for 5 minutes

Today he is a doing a doppler scan (didnt have this with my first lg) sure he is just milking it but hey what do i know??
having a bit of a emotional / off day. spoke to temp this morning, her lg's rash is now turning into little pimple like spots. going to see her pead tomorrow and will let me know then when her dr gives her the all clear. just feels like this shit is so draining and i really could do without it at this stage. know what i mean?? the uncertainty is killing me. im so scared she says she will start work next week or the week thereafter and then she just doesnt. that will leave me with no time to find and train someone.
Just feels like everything is hanging in the middle somehow, and nothing coming to a point.
Tomorrow i have my SIL lb birthday party and i am looking so forward to the change of scenery and getting out of my schedule for a bit. and my one friend also going so was really excited. now dh doesnt want me to go coz lb was sick last week and not all better. says he doenst want me to catch whatever they have especially coz im still not 100%. maybe i should just wear a medical mask and go

really need a distraction from life at this stage, even just for a couple of hours